awful sketch of my perfect dress

Isn't it truly amazing what words can do. Have you ever thought about that? How a few words can change your life. Stop your heart, slow your breathing. How they can hurt and leave you in tears. How they can be so beautiful that you feel like flying. How they can end friendships, loves, lives even. There is so much power in words. I'm sorry, every once in awhile I have these "revelations" where I just find certain things amazing. Today, it was words.

Along with words, how about people. It is truly amazing how people, "change." How situations or friendships change. How people you know become people you knew. I have a few people in mind when I say this. Most of them I met during an amazing year of my life. I thought I knew them, I thought that our year together had built such a bond that I would be close friends with them for awhile. Maybe this is just a stage in their lives.. and its not permanent. Hopefully we can go back to where we were.. I truly hope so because I loved it.

Last thing I suppose I can share, is my heart. Sometimes I wish I didn't have a big heart for people. I guess that along with loving people so much, you have to get hurt by them too. I honestly wish that it wasn't hard for me to let people go. I just can't, just thinking about it kills me. I love people. I see the good in everyone.. sometimes its not a good thing. Recently I have learned that I fall in love with potential. Who someone could be, not who they are. I hope for the best for everyone. I want everyone to love me like I love them. Call me crazy, I guess.

Words are amazing, people change, and I love.
Random blog.

Thanks for reading.

Picture Challenge!

1. One of your facebook profile photos

2. A photo of yourself a year ago

3. A photo that makes you happy

4. A photo of the last place you went on holiday

5. A photo of you

6. A photo that makes you laugh

7. A photo of someone you love

8. A photo of your favorite band/musician






9. A photo of your family

10. A photo of you as a baby

11. A photo of your favorite film(s)



12. A photo of you

13. A photo of your best friend(s)


14. A photo of one of your favorite family members

15. A photo of you and someone you love

16. A photo of you at the last party you went to

17. A drunk photo of you
18. A photo of one of your classes

19. A photo of you on a school trip

20. A photo of something you enjoy doing

21. A photo of you standing up

22. A photo of your town

23. A photo of your friend as a baby
24. A photo of you that your hair looks nice in

25. A photo of a night you loved

26. A photo of your favorite weekend

27. A photo of last summer

28. A photo of what you ate today

29. A photo of someone you find attractive


30. A photo of you when you were happy


P.S. This is a lot of fun, you should do it!

my hope is in a trumpet sounding.

I have some things to share.

1)I'm a very grateful for what God does for me. He knows everything. He knows what we are going to go through before we do and He allows it to happen because He knows how strong we will come out of it (James 1:2-4). This has happened recently in my life. As much as it hurts, and how bitter I am about it.. I'm am truly grateful it happened. I really am. What I know now has only proved to be for my good. "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." -Romans 8:28.

2)I've been hearing lately, (mainly from my mother), that I am strong. I don't really believe that. If I am at all it is because of Christ. He is my strength. How amazing is that? Seriously? To turn to Christ and tell him everything, lay all our burdens down, cry to Him, etc. and know He is listening and working. To me, that is beyond amazing. The greatest feeling in the world, is when you can feel God. Trust me.

3)I'm also very grateful for the past couple of sermons I have heard. They have honestly felt directed right to me. Last Sunday was about idols. I had a few in my life. God speaks directly about idols and you can see His frustration in Isaiah 41:21-24. God seeks fellowship and real worth. This Sunday it was from John 5:25-29. Something that struck me was the beginning of 28. "Do not be amazed at this." or "Do not marvel at this" BUT, Repent and Believe it! Start acting upon this.

4) Which brings me to my last thing I want to share. Christ is coming. AMEN! Haha, and there are some days (like today) that I truly wish it was today. I'm so sick of my sinful self. I'm ready to be pure and perfect in fellowship with my God. My hope is in a trumpet sounding. I'm ready for that day, it will be an amazing day and I want to be welcomed as His good and faithful servant. What I started thinking was, what if we lived our day as if God was coming that day? I think we would love more, forgive more, do more, fellowship more. I think its a great goal. Its where my heritage comes from. A group of people willing to stop marveling and acting, repenting and believing.

Thanks :)
(I'm starting not to care about the length)