my life, no scratch that His life.

I have no idea what I'm going to do.
I know I've been planning on going to California and going to school there.
Things have changed.
My aunt is pregnant. I love my aunt, and I can already tell I'm going to fall in love with this baby. I don't want to miss anything. I know I'm going to help and going to be needed to help.
My parents don't want me to go away, I understand why.
I want to go to California, I really do. Its beautiful. Its opportunity city.
Especially for what I want to do.

Something I keep forgetting is,
I'll admit it,
Swallow my pride and admit,
my life, isn't my life.
Its God's.

I know He has plans for my life. I just can't quite put my finger on it.
I love helping people. More than anything. I have a huge heart for people.
I think this is my gift.

I don't know what He has in store.
I'm open to whatever He wants.

Surrendering my life to Him, isn't easy.. I want to do what I want to do. Duh.
Its funny, right when you think you have things figured out, you are completely wrong. God has a sense of humor!

Be praying for me.


Thanks for Reading :)
P.S. I love you!