Isn't it truly amazing what words can do. Have you ever thought about that? How a few words can change your life. Stop your heart, slow your breathing. How they can hurt and leave you in tears. How they can be so beautiful that you feel like flying. How they can end friendships, loves, lives even. There is so much power in words. I'm sorry, every once in awhile I have these "revelations" where I just find certain things amazing. Today, it was words.
Along with words, how about people. It is truly amazing how people, "change." How situations or friendships change. How people you know become people you knew. I have a few people in mind when I say this. Most of them I met during an amazing year of my life. I thought I knew them, I thought that our year together had built such a bond that I would be close friends with them for awhile. Maybe this is just a stage in their lives.. and its not permanent. Hopefully we can go back to where we were.. I truly hope so because I loved it.
Last thing I suppose I can share, is my heart. Sometimes I wish I didn't have a big heart for people. I guess that along with loving people so much, you have to get hurt by them too. I honestly wish that it wasn't hard for me to let people go. I just can't, just thinking about it kills me. I love people. I see the good in everyone.. sometimes its not a good thing. Recently I have learned that I fall in love with potential. Who someone could be, not who they are. I hope for the best for everyone. I want everyone to love me like I love them. Call me crazy, I guess.
Words are amazing, people change, and I love.
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Changes are part of life, we all grow up at different rates and in different ways.
ReplyDeleteYour heart for people is not a mistake. God has instilled that in you for a reason. Though it can be a burden sometimes, He has a reason for such a gift. Step outside the pain and observe where He may want to use your heart. It may not be to love one person, it may be to love a group, love a nation, love those who are unloved. "God is Love" therefore love cannot be a bad thing. As for last year... that is last year. There is no way to go back for it has already happened. Chin up, Eyes on God, Ears open to His whisper, and Lips quiet with anticipation of God speaking. Beautiful friend, you have amazing potential within you. Just let God use it.
ReplyDeleteI love you.
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