I have no idea what I'm going to do.
I know I've been planning on going to California and going to school there.
Things have changed.
My aunt is pregnant. I love my aunt, and I can already tell I'm going to fall in love with this baby. I don't want to miss anything. I know I'm going to help and going to be needed to help.
My parents don't want me to go away, I understand why.
I want to go to California, I really do. Its beautiful. Its opportunity city.
Especially for what I want to do.
Something I keep forgetting is,
I'll admit it,
Swallow my pride and admit,
my life, isn't my life.
Its God's.
I know He has plans for my life. I just can't quite put my finger on it.
I love helping people. More than anything. I have a huge heart for people.
I think this is my gift.
I don't know what He has in store.
I'm open to whatever He wants.
Surrendering my life to Him, isn't easy.. I want to do what I want to do. Duh.
Its funny, right when you think you have things figured out, you are completely wrong. God has a sense of humor!
Be praying for me.
Thanks for Reading :)
P.S. I love you!
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Maybe God's plans for your life are based upon the passions you have that motivate you to do things. Instead of looking for God's specific plan of good works for your life, maybe God gives you motivational passions so that you live a life of good works. Ephesians 2:10. Praying for you and yes, I do believe God has a sense of humor!
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