not such a beautiful fairy tale

once, there was a girl. just an average girl. having the time of her life at home with her beautiful friends, making every moment last. she was going to be leaving soon for a long time and wanted so many things and memories to hold onto when she was away. she was falling in love. she was starting beautiful friendships that would last. she was happy. when the day came to leave, she was in tears. saying bye, was something she was not good at. she was forced to say goodbye to the ones she loved. it wasn't forever, but it was going to be hard. she embarked on her journey, not knowing what was going to happen. her time away, changed her life. for the good. but there were some major bumps in the road. she lost the one she thought she was falling in love with. she struggled to be happy. she struggled with what she believed in. she struggled to make a smile seem real.

before she knew it, someone came into her life.. and changed everything. he made her heart feel whole again, he broke down the walls she was trying so hard to put up. he made her feel on top of the world. he encouraged her to keep battling, keep trying. he made her feel special. different then anyone he had ever seen before. she began to feel like a princess, and he was her prince.

she kept it a secret, afraid of what people would say about them. they weren't a likely couple.. but no one could see how beautiful she felt with him. no one could see all the changes he had made in her life. how he got her through a rough time in her life. her prince made her so many promises, all which she truly believed he would keep. not long after she thought that things were perfect, her prince ripped everything he had ever promised away from her. he took every single promise, back. after everything. it was now all gone. her prince, who she thought would always be there..

changed his mind.

it took her awhile to finally be okay. shes ready to find a real love.

her fairy tale just hasn't happened yet.
this princess still has hope.